By the sea (work in progress song)

I didnt get hurt in my last fight on 2 Saturdays ago. so after taking sometime off from electronics just so my headache could die down. Here I am I'll post about the fight after this. Though it was a disaster.

You said you'd never leave me
You were my wife to be
Such a fool I was to let you leave
Knowing your not here is hard for me
I wish I could turn back the hands of time
And embrace you more cause you were mine
You wanted to be by the sea
I did understand
You were gone before I get you there
With the wind blowing through your hair
A smile on your face
You went off and found a new place
Now I'm standing here all alone
With no place to call my home
I'm all alone.... (again)

So I'm casting it all away
Got me a place by the sea
I visit it everyday
Hoping to see you
But your never there
I can picture you standing there
With the wind in your hair
Looking back at me
Smiling brightly  like you do

You don't answer me like you used to
When I'm lost I could call you and hear your voice
I stay by my phone thinking you would need me
It feels like your gone
I'm trying to be strong
But I cant hold on
Your voice gives me hope
But now its silent
No more laughing I'm all alone (damn)

So I'm casting it all away
Got me a place by the sea
I visit it everyday
Hoping to see you
But your never there
I can picture you standing there
With the wind in your hair
Looking back at me
Smiling brightly  like you do

I miss waking up next to you
Now I wake up all alone
I miss seeing your morning smile
Now I just see your afterimage
I miss you yea I miss you
I need you I~~~~~ need you
You complete me

You make me feel alive

Yet you play with my feelings
Making me believing
Lifting me up
Then throwing me down
You give me love
Then you take it all back
You give to another and
leave me to die
I see you smiling with him
I'm stuck suffering
You tell me to hold on
While your holding on to him
You say you dont love me
Yet I do
Yet I do
Y~~~eah I do
I still love you

So I'm casting it all away (leaving home)
Got me a place by the sea (on my own)
I visit it everyday
Hoping to see you
But your never there
I can picture you standing there
With the wind in your hair
Looking back at me
Smiling brightly  like you do

Yea
Yea
Yea
I'm casting it
I'm casting it
I'm casting
I'm
Im

 I'm casting it all away

Got me a place by the sea
I visit it everyday
Hoping to see you
But your never there
I can picture you standing there
With the wind in your hair
Looking back at me
Smiling brightly  like you do

Yea your smiling (with him now)
While I'm alone by the sea

This is a work in progress song I am writing and playing the guitar to.

Outside of boxing I have been setting up my new apartment in FL as well as my place in another place too. So it's been crazy it's been even crazier since I am traveling to Italy for new years.

I have to start a vlog so you can see me and the world around me as well as hear the guitar part to this song. every Wednesday on my instagram page @kitsuneslife.

Also you can even see the pictures and videos from my maldive, Australia, and the japanese hotspring trip on my traveling instagram account that is linked on my instagram page.

Also feel free to check out the stories behind the pictures on my other blog kitsadventures.

Dont forget @kitsuneslife every Wednesday catch the short vlog.