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Hey LB,

How are you I hope your happy and doing well, I know you must really hate me and despise me. Yet I still care about you. I know I shouldn't and I'm sorry but you play such a big role in my life that I cant forget you. How could I throw you to the wind, even during my travels I carry you with me. It's funny really, sometimes I find myself staring off into space thinking about you and how much you would enjoy the scenes that I see.

Yet I know your happy where you are, I'm glad and sad at the same time. Because your not far from my hometown, and I think you would have liked seeing it, and even hearing the crazy adventures of high school me.

I hope your bf is taking care of you, and makes you laugh, holds you and feeds you when your not well.

Traveling between two places is fun but exhausting I think that is why I sleep so much. I get back to PCB and I fall asleep for like 24 hours straight. Ridiculous right not to mention cleaning a cut wound isn't easy. It stings and burns and I hate it. Yet I feel relieved to be in bed, to try and rest up so I can get stuff done once again. I really want to get a two bedroom but no place is renting them out right now. So a one bedroom is nice.

I'll be back in Washington july 13-21 to get all our stuff and bring it back and set it all up, cause I need my drawing tablets and books again. I'm designing tshirts and the money is going to charity too. So I am trying to figure all that out.

I hope your not mad at me or hate me, I'm doing what you told me and working hard. That's when the tshirt idea hit me.

Smokey is doing fine he misses us, my grandma was telling me he sits by the window, and stares at it all the time and waits for us to show up. So when I go back in July I'll be getting his papers too and trying out that animal service thing you told me about.

One thing I learned about this state people need money way to much, i see why you have that mind set now. I'm like ummm ok y'all need to chill out it's ok. It's funny but it also annoys me at the same time.

I know you hate that i talk about demi now but she's my best friend but not as close to me as you are, and since I cant travel with you I take her with me, honestly i think you both will get along, i mean you got along with Amanda, so I know you two will get along great.

I got to travel to Miami again and see some of the party scene which is cool but not for me, I met a client and entertained him and his wife for the night just so I can get them to let me redesign their company. Anyway that was a 8hour drive there and back.

I have a friend that's coming down for a month because they need a lil vacation from his family so I offered up my place though I'm like meh just stay out of the captain crunch.

I'll have to show you the new tshirt designs when they are done and I hope you can tell me which ones, you think will work and which ones wont.

Sorry for this being so long but I hope your doing well I hope he is treating you well, and you aren't stressed out which I doubt.  It's you and I know he is spoiling you like a queen.

My dad asks about you all the time, I dont know what to tell him, so I change the subject he really likes you and misses you.

Anyway I love you miss you......sorry for saying that but I'll be here.....