Numbness
I don't know what to feel to be honest.
I don't know what to say.
I don't feel calm anymore
Honestly I am not ok.
It's not just her,
Its just Katie.
Its not her leaving me.
Not about her disappearance.
I don't what to feel.
I don't know how to anymore.
I can't show sympathy.
I can't show empathy.
I feel like I am fading away.
I feel like I don't exist.
Back to the old days.
Back to my old ways.
Back to not knowing right from wrong.
Back to doing what I like.
Back to not caring.
Back to the swearing.
I don't know what to feel.
I don't know anymore.
I forgot how to smile.
I forgot how to care.
Back to the old me.
No more we's.
So I leave this how it is.
Incomplete with no emotion.
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