No matter how much we argue how much you say you hate me, no matter how much I get mad at you, you are always on my mind. I think of those big beautiful brown eyes, that long crazy hair of yours. Your adorable 5 year old voice, and that big bright smile of yours.
I always think of you, no matter what even when you decide to not talk to me for a week/month/year I always think of you and the future. I see myself laying next to you like we use to, and talk. I miss your touch and the feeling of your soft skin I miss your sweet touch of your lips, even the gentle looks you give me when we were in public.
My mind always wonders on you, even when yours isn't on me. You don't know how much you mean to me, and how much I treasure you, I want to be able to hear your voice like I used to, I miss knowing that you would come to me for everything. Even if I do make you mad, and even make things worse.
I always think of you, no matter what even when you decide to not talk to me for a week/month/year I always think of you and the future. I see myself laying next to you like we use to, and talk. I miss your touch and the feeling of your soft skin I miss your sweet touch of your lips, even the gentle looks you give me when we were in public.
My mind always wonders on you, even when yours isn't on me. You don't know how much you mean to me, and how much I treasure you, I want to be able to hear your voice like I used to, I miss knowing that you would come to me for everything. Even if I do make you mad, and even make things worse.
I can't get you off my mind no matter what I do. Your in my dreams, your always on my mind. All I want to do is have you again, I want to be in your heart again, and this time I want to stay there. I love our relationship and how it blossoms up all the time, but I want it to be ever lasting. I want to take care of you, love you and just make you happy.
I want you to read this and see that I mean it, I want you to feel it and know that it doesn't matter how much time will pass I love you and only want to be with you. You think that I don't mean it but know that I do. I want you to read this and smile, knowing that you have someone that will never betray you and never hurt you, that will protect you and love you every way I possible can.
I just don't want you to give up on me, I don't want you to think that I wont love you or I will leave again because I wont. All I want you t do is just have faith in me, believe in me wanting you, even when you say that you don't deserve you do. Because I love you more so much more then you think.
So please think about this when you are alone, and know you have someone here. Someone that only wants to be in your life that wants to love you and wants to be with you. I love you so much that it hurts.
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