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My Dearest Katelyn,

I do not want you to reply but to listen and read these words. Tis been nearly two years since I last felt the touch of your skin, the softness of your lips, and your sweet warm embrace. In those times I have seen you grow and blossom into a wonderful and beautiful woman, and I will continue to watch you and watch over you. I will help you achieve your goals, and dreams. As I will never leave your side, even after my timely demise I will continue to watch over you as you said your great grandma is 90 years old. So I do expect you to live a long life as I watch over you. Do not shrug off my words as the are deep from my heart, for when Friday comes I wish for you to enjoy the gifts that I have gotten you, and for you to know that I love you, and will look after you. 

I am slowly counting down the days for that I can hold you again and see your wonderful smile. For it has been way to long since I have felt your warmth and love. I miss you with each passing moon, as I just want to cradle under you and never leave your sweet warm embrace. I know you think that I should find someone else, but why do that when I first told you that I will marry you, and start a family with you which I mean to do. I want to have the family that you would be proud of and will always want to come home to. For I will always come rushing home to the family that I made and love.

I promise you that I will get you away from your family, that will not change I am rushing as fast as I can to finish school so I can come and protect you and keep you away from them. That is my number one thing that I want to do. So once I graduate, and start looking for a job please please begin packing your stuff, because I want to find the perfect home for you, one that you love with all your heart. 

Know that times may be tough for the both of us. Don’t give up ok because I am here to keep you alive, I know you are worried about your health but know you are not in this alone. I am worried about it too, after your card gets to you that will be my next plan to get you on my health coverage so that way you can get all the medical attention you need. Don’t argue with me on this just please understand that I got you love bug, I got us I promise you that I will try harder to be there for you ok I love you and nothing is going to change that ok, I will always be here for you. SO please do not reply to this just understand that I just want you to know that I am going to take care of you. 

When I make you mad don’t think of it as me doing it to add to your stress its so you focus it on me and not on your original problems…..I love you….and sorry for being a problem