Unconditional love

Loving someone can be complex, some people want so much from their partner they gave reasons or "rules" behind loving someone.

I heard all types of rules and questions about loving who I love. I heard people tell me that they love their partner because they do this they are like this, and how I should look for someone who has those qualities.

Like my favorite thing out of all I heard is this "I love her because she works hard, and she can take care of what she needs to. She's a real woman" like what if she didnt work hard would you still love her, what if she was irresponsible? Would you still give her the time of day? Why do we give reasons why we love someone, some people make play on words like "I love her cause the sex is great, she has a nice so and so." What if it wasn't great what if she didnt have a nice so and so? What then would you be with someone else?

I think it's stupid that we love someone for something stupid. I dont need a reason to love and be with who I want. Yea she can tell you "i love him because he's  strong, he takes good care of me".

Now that I think about it I love her because I do. I can't put it in words I can't describe it but I do.

To many people say she doesnt have good qualities for me, she does herself more harm and she self destructs a lot.

But I still love her with all my heart, something she doesnt get but i dont care. I love her to death it gets bad sometimes too because I only want to be with her. My heart races when I see her, each and every time I see her face it's new to me and i love her more. When she is in a room everyone else melts away, and I just see her. I can't explain it, even at her worst I still feel this way, I come straight home to just see her, then I feel like everything is ok.

She doesn't get and thinks that after all this I can drop her and go somewhere else and have what I feel for her with someone else. I can't do that, the way I feel for her is unique I dont want her to be something she is not, she can be lazy, selfish, mean, horrible but I still love her, and all of her disorders and problems she to me what so many of us want. True love, my unconditional love.

I forgive her for everything she does to me each and every time. Even when people think it's stupid I forgive her, for it all even when I know I'm not supposed to I do and I never speak of it again.

I can't put it into words but she comes first to me, no other woman gets first dibs at my heart as long as she is a live even after she is gone she still gets first dibs on it.

I love her and there is nothing that I can do about it, so i am sorry everyone. I can't undo what my heart wants me to do I love her to much.