Rant

So the way I see my life is like an analogy. It's my life and I'm the king, I have my kingdom, my royal courtyard and I have my feasts.

I bring all the meals, expensive meals.

Since I am the king I decide what I want to eat first, and I always invite people to join me indulge a little enjoy what I have brought to the table. Sometimes people bring their own meals and I enjoy that too because it's nice to try new meals.

I thought life was good. I sat at the head of the table, alone and enjoyed this feast that I have created.

But the moment that I find my queen, and let her sit at the head of the table, and let her eat before everyone else i let her feast on the most expensive meals let her roam into the castle, and everyone turns into Judas.

No one wants to be a friend and strain our friendship on their own like I care.

The queen comes first, that's just the rule you never disrespect the queen.

But time and time again I watch everyone try to eat before her and it does get annoying.

But now the queen is away for a bit and everyone is acting like they know what's best for me. They all act like they helped me when in fact they didnt do anything.

So now I am sitting here exhausted, missing queen love bug and I dont want anyone in the castle now. If it isn't the queen then I dont want to hear it. I dont want to deal with people, it's my life.

I know what I want. I want that goofy goof walking ball of stress and depression that I've been in love with.

So I say goodbye Judas i enjoyed the time i had with you all but if she is willing to give up stuff so will i.