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Love is crazy really it makes you feel different, you just only want that one person. People love different people for different reasons. Nice ass great tots, nice legs. Yea we all love for different reasons.

Love makes us crazy one night are cuddled up happy smiling saying I love you, then the next you get a clean room and a note on the bed. Saying that they tried to love you but your relationship is toxic. A lot of blocks on the media, one broken heart and the other is fine. So you smile and say I'll try and keep my eye on you. You cry yes you cry, you O.D on drugs that weren't even yours.

You lost your will you lost your power, the love you feel swells up until it pops, shoot me, stab me, kill me please I want to die. Is she ok did she read my messages did she it I dont know. Yea love is crazy we get scared of what we are becoming, we get scared of how long we been together and look for a way out.

No one is on your side they see you as a tyrant, a heartless being, but why dont they ask what went wrong. You wanted to create something for them.

Yea love is crazy, give up I'm gone, stop go away. More scars on the flesh but they dont care. You see them smiling, you die more and more inside. 1 month turns to 2 to 3, and it feels like forever, seconds feel like minutes minutes hours hours months, months feel like a year. You keep follow them just looking at their back head down so they dont see you cry.

Yea love is crazy. Suicide thoughts, the feeling of a failure, rereading the notes, over and over again the tears keep falling sweet coffee into bitterness, smoking and coke on the fire escape. But they dont hurt they just smile laugh have fun.

You get scared of their words you shake and you tremble you changed you changed you changed it doesnt suck for you it sucks for them too. Is it true I dont know, could we fix us of course we can. We just need to speak we can get it right.

Love is a trip, 3 years of this confusing relationship on and off off and on. Give up forget move on forward. Cant made a promise you will never forget leaving. Shes alone shes scared. I'm alone and I'm terrified she sees other men, I pray and wait for her. Can I date other women, no it wouldn't work it wouldn't be love it would be tolerance. Shes a baby at times but shes my baby through and through, shes the one for me. I am trying to be the one for her. She haunts my dreams always wearing white the same words are spoken the same replies are given.

I cry and plead I miss you I miss you I need you I'm lost my path is so narrow. She knows she knows she misses me to, no kiss just tears just waiting just chilling.

Love is dangerous, the panic attacks, freak outs none sleeps, shes happy right? Am I still a thought to her. This is new to her this is a repeat to me.

Love is tiring listening to everyone say the same ole thing shut up shut up shut up I'm waiting I'm loyal my vow has been made this is my life so please let it go.

Love is remembering why is it that I love you, 10 am first sight a barely awake smile a tinder heart was made, soft spot first in your life a new beginning, marriage children, proposal in target huge smile and a quick yes. Calculator messages, and love notes around the room. Not wanting to leaving backing out the drive way hoping that a kid was made denied by the slip of blood. I'll do it again next time. New role stress PTSD stress the fear of genetics I can take it I can handle it.

Love is forgiving I forgive her for this, I'll build you a real home far from our problems she wont return here but she'll return to the sun and trees. I forgive for the tears, I forgive for the words. Shes not so forgiving when we are like this.

Love is caring, shes fragile she breaks easily I know what she can handle I plan things out accordingly around her and her body, sometimes it goes well sometimes it doesnt.

Love is patient and that is what I am. Waiting drying my tears, hoping and praying that she is ok.

Love is daring, are you willing to take that leap.

Love is truthful, but I never hid anything, a book without a lock password to everything no chance to hide or delete,  phone next to you easy to invade it.

Love is renewing, The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.

Love is not giving up, just trying to go back a step, to obey their word and just wait there at the open door you cant walk into

Love is enduring, are you willing to do it.

Love is loving, and loving all her faults.

Love is not caring, that your greedy, horrible, selfish and lazy. That's what I fell in love with. Being put on the back burner and crying my eyes out till you let me come home.

Love isn't something that can be destroyed. It's ever lasting like it was repeated you can never forget me I always have pieces of your heart. We hate it yes but we know we can work it out.

Love is a seesaw tipping from one edge to another. We fight we scream we run away we lie. But in the end let's just balance it out for good.

Love is a unique thing, which doesnt come easy, both alone and scared, not knowing what to do.

Love is passionate, a kiss feeling like electricity.

Love is waiting no one can take their place.

Love is unknown and I hope she reads this.