K5.5

I wish I knew how you were doing, I wish I could hear your voice even if it's a laugh, I wish you would read these so you know how sorry I am. To watch the one you love is with someone else is hard and tough. I'm glad to know your close, still in reach. I think of you non stop. If I could have one wish it would be to hear your voice. It's sad though I cant stop thinking about you. I wish it was the same way for you. But I know that it is not the same. I wish I was like you able to give up. To be able to be with someone else so quickly. Maybe I'm crazy but I know you so well I know how quick you are. Anyway I wish I could hear your voice so I know how you are doing are you all together or in pieces idk, but i guess i have to wait again. I love you, though your sick of me and tired of me, I still hold all our conversations in my mind the truths you speak and the lies you tell. I wish I could see you and not be in the dark you say you do this to not hurt me but does it mean you dont hurt, yea I wish I could hear your voice, I miss you and I love you with all my heart now and forever. My little love bug my little touka......