Those three words

It's always the same, I come home set my keys down and want to call out to you. When I walk into my room I still have the image of you sitting there and with the cutest tone ever you say "welcome home honey" those 3 words 4 syllables. Always filled me with joy, then what always came next was the best part getting a kiss from you, sometimes I would fight back tears so you didnt know how happy I was to see you. Because every time I left for work it was like I was leaving you, it felt like I would never see you again. Now that I'm on my own, when I open that door my mind just instantly thinks your there on the couch with that big smile and cute voice saying those three words, "welcome home honey".

I found my love for the ocean because it's beautiful just like you, and when I'm staring at it I picture you next to me with the wind blowing your hair and looking beautiful. Yet I long to hear you say those words just those three words that i love. Even when i see you sleeping and i just get home i still love it when you say it. Because your words fill me with such passion and happiness.

I keep a picture of you where I sleep because its my favorite picture of you. I have it there because it makes me happy and fills me with such sense of completion because I miss you so much. I try to stay safe because that is what you told me to do. Just like someone said to me when you meet the one you will always listen to them, but I dont know how to live for me.

It's been 4 years, and yet I still live for you and follow your instructions. I'm gonna build something new for you something that no one can destroy and you can actually be happy in, that wont have other people in it. And I will always make you proud to know that all my success is yours. I want to marry you and finish what we started. I just long to hear you say "welcome home honey". I want to have children that you love and are proud of.

I want to know if you miss me I want you to be here when I come home, i want to hear you say those words that I love to hear. I want to spoil you again, and I want to shower you like I use to. But I'll be here waiting like I always do with a home and a bed waiting for you.

I miss you and love you, I just wish we can work this out and talk.

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