It's sad that you're not here. To see me now, to see the things I've done. To see the success that I've gained, you're not here to experience the world that I've seen, to try the new foods that are made. It's sad that you're here to see my couple of mistakes.
It hurts my soul for you not to see the man that I am. To see the smiles and the friends that I've made. To not experience the better me the ever growing me, the always accepting me. It's not fair that you can't be here to see the sights that I see. To wake up with the ocean near your backyard.
You're not here to try the new experiences that I try, to see s whole new world.
Its sad that you can't be part of my new life, to smile with me to evolve with me.
It's not fair to know I'm not a thought in your mind, it's not fair that I can't put a smile on your face. It's not fair that I have to wait again. It's not fair that I see the ocean without you. It's not fair that you think I pushed you away. Its not fair that i cant see your face. It's not fair that I can't share my new self with you yet. It's not fair that i just want to grow old with you.
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