Was I easy to erase from your life? Was I nothing more then just a means to escape reality and when you find it again am i thrown back to the wind. Am i back on the back burner like i want to be with the fire on low or am I thrown away into the trash where i belong?
Did you flatter me with your words so i wouldn't take my own life? Or were they sincere words that you meant?
Why is it that I am blocked from your life yet all the others before me are kept so close.
Do you hate me that much because last we spoke you said you didn't was that a lie too?
Am I not forgiven? Or will this be forever am I no longer in your life, am I no longer to love you? Is it that I grew some more and built something more sound again?
Should my heart no longer beat for you? Should I no longer love you? Is this new life of yours no longer one i can be a part of.
Should i have died all those months ago should i have discarded your letter and just died?
Should I have just thrown all your stuff away, or donated it away and left it at that?
Was I that easy to delete? Out of sight out of mind?
Did the time we spent together no longer hold a place in your heart?
Do I still own that important part of your heart? The one you spoke so highly of? What of the promises we made to each other do those not carry any weight?
Am I just holding onto broken promises that have no meaning?
Was I really that easy to delete, erase and forget.
I never got why I am blocked and forgotten.
Is it wrong to love you the way I do?
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