The Perfect Suicide

The Perfect suicide

The thought of suicide has never crossed my mind, well that is at least till now. I just don't want any ole death I want it to be perfect. Like the one Johan Liebert wanted in Monster, I want to die by someone else I want to go out the way I lived destructive and chaotic. The way I see it the way I picture it is just like Johan's turn something peaceful, and turn it into a war zone. In the mist of it all I am there enjoying it. Dark, I know right, but its the way I want to go. My whole life I just knew of the old ways of suicide, hanging, pills, electrocution, jumping. Why do that though why just a simple way out? Why not just destroy as much as you can because your just going to die right? That's not for me I want to watch things burn, I want my last look on life to be a town in fire, just a blaze of fire and the sound of chaos. Then for me nothing but the sweet sound of silence, as my life ends at the hands of someone who I made chaotic. To live in a world when you feel nothing, have no more attachments to people, could careless for things. Is hell to me, and death itself is when I what I think is heaven. Silence and death is such sweet bliss to me.