The villain rant

That's all I am in everyone's eyes the villain, I did nothing I never listened it's my fault she left. I'm just pretending to care because I'm possessive. Move on give up, things that I get a lot. I cant give up on her I'm her sword and shield I promised to protect her I told her I'll always be there doesnt matter how much time has passed. Yea I am the villain to her and ill wear that title proudly, no one is on my side in this and see that I did everything wrong. Yea I never did ask her to come with me, yea i never did take her anywhere, yea I never bought her anything, I never fed her because I was selfish, yea I never said I loved her, never gave her what she wanted I never spoiled her. I never planned anything with her or even took her on trips. It's funny really when no one listens to the full story and only hears the small bands in the story. And the person who loves them the most and wants them and can take care of them is branded as unhealthy, obsessive, possessive. In some cases yes I can see it. If the relationship was horrible, but for ours it wasnt bad, it LITERALLY wasnt bad at all. Yea we argued got on each others nerves but at the end of the day I was the one saying sorry and doing everything to make it right. But I ask if your friends why didnt you help from the start why didnt you send for them? Why not give them all your money when they needed it? Why let the villian take over? Where was the computers when hers died no one sent her one or even offered to get her one? What about her depression did you guys walk into a dark cold room and comfort her till she talked to you. I dont remember you all in that hospital room crying their eyes out. But yea I'll gladly wear my title of the unhealthy villain, because I care. Because I am that true friend even we aren't together that still cares for her. I know everything about her, she doesnt believe me but I do. So yea ill be the unhealthy villain that worries about her mental state. About physical being it's because I always care. So yea I'm sorry that I am unhealthy sorry that you all see me as a tyrant. A horrible person, unhealthy, obsessive, possessive, and all of those matching words. That's to you guys to me its loyalty something that she has never had. So yea I'm the villain to her, and as the villain I can say this I miss you.