So someone asked me if I had a problem with anyone now, and at first I said no then I stopped and thought about it. I actually lied there is one person that I did have a problem with and we did fight like literally got into a fist over.
Just in case of any of you dont know I currently have 2 homes one in PCB and the other in Kyoto. (Expensive tell me about it). Anyway so I picked up boxing in a way to try and kill myself and fill this void so far my record is nice. 2 losses and 2 wins so far. 1 loss by knock out and the other by SD. Weird I know I do so much to fill this void inside of me and yet it just grows bigger. So I took up boxing.
There is this boxer there that at first I didn't care for because he is the son of my trainer and so ya know respect, but he has a thing for demi, and I dont like that because he thinks that i force her to do stuff if anything it's the other way around she forces me to do stuff.
He talks to her in Japanese thinking i don't understand him (bro I speak it daily come on now). And he talks bad about me like i am the villian (i have gotten a custom to being the villian since lovebug makes me out to be one now). At first I am like whatever then I notice he touches her and I told demi i dont like that and she is like ok i won't let him touch me. So more and more time goes by and boom he keeps talking to her referring me as the American. And I'm like dude drop I, so then fast forward to after we come back from England (Manchester United for life.) I am getting ready to start training and demi likes to wrap my hands because she hates how I wrap them she thinks that I will break my hands. But she had my wraps but was talking to him. So I'm like hey can I get my hand wraps so I can wrap them and she freaks out and is like no no I'll wrap them so I am like no I got it.
So she stops talking to him to wrap my hands and this guy starts crap with me by saying it must feel nice to treat people badly and get mad so I am like dude shut up and we go back and forth next thing I know he is like I have demi's number I'm going to start using it so my PTSD kicks in and I'm like you know what that's it so I get my gear on and we box at first I mean it started off clean until he pushed me and I elbowed him then it turned into a brawl with gloves on. Like a full blown fight, I mean i ended up cutting him. Before people broke us up. They tried to stop us from the start since we have almost fight left and right.
I ended up cutting him and he had a fight coming up welp not anymore.
So moving on. The coach ends up yelling at me threatening to kick me out I was like I dont care i told him that I told him to leave me alone and yet he didnt listen. So we fought
I felt bad because I took out my anger on Demi, she explained the whole number thing as s misunderstanding and I just went and got a motel room for the night. I didnt want to be around anyone I got three phone calls from her and a voice mail 4 from takashi and 2 from Karin asking me to come home demi kept crying and not wanting to come out to eat.
So after a night of calming down (lots of anime and lots of candy) I went back home and was like I want a shower and relax. But behold demi locked herself in her room and once I got there she opened up the door and we fought for the first time like we yelled at each other.
I told her I didnt like him and she knew that. I didnt want anything to do with him. She screamed at me about how would I just up and leave her at the train station and how she hates being on the last train alone. I told I was sorry she was mad I never seen her this mad before she screamed at me that she was not like love bug and just cause she left me for another man over something stupid doesnt mean that she would do that. I mean they share a lot of similarities but she did have a point. She cried to me about how she wouldn't cheat on me and how that I play an important role in her life and how without me being there to help her get to her goals and dreams what good was she then (to be fair I did spend about 4,000 dollars on her getting Her manga and booths set up at conventions, not to mention her head shots for her modeling done) so I was like I'm sorry I'm really sorry. We didnt kiss or get make up sex. She just left and went to work.
So yea I do literally hate someone like next to the other guy I hate I literally want to shoot that guy he made that whole week a literal hell.
On a side note it's been a crazy couple of idk months I mean we are planning on bringing a baby into the world so we have been trying to get the house baby proofed and trying to figure out what's going where I mean we dont have a art room anymore which means we have to do it either in the living room or in the bedroom and so we are like great he's not here and already messing up. That and we have to take down sharp stuff off the walls another thing we are like bro come on. I have two more posts coming up but I so vlog ever week of either a story time thing, or me playing guitar or me off somewhere. So check that out on my ig:@kitsunes_life and who knows this week it could have dun dun dun demi in it.
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